Supernatural

I at some point of my life begun to believe in supernatural things, or in other words, I realized that those things are not like what I thought before. For example, in the situation that everything around you starts giving you a clue of something, you tend to think it's coincident and almost like miracle or some kind of grater force is affecting you; however, I believe that YOU are the cause of everything. In that kind of situation, YOU care about something and that is always in your mind no matter if you realize it, so that your mind picks up things related to what's in your mind around you unconsciously and that makes you think that they somehow happen to come into your life which could be called by some people supernatural or miracle or coincident. This can apply to most of the things called supernatural such as "ki", cancer which was healed miraculously, charms and so forth. This is totally part of holism. I am so interested in that now.