Night Walking

Since I work wired time, 2-10pm, I'm getting close to owls in terms of life style not a looking. Sleep late and wake up late. More active after midnight. Can see things better in the dark. Better at flying than walking. That's a lie, FYI, in case you actually believed. Anyway, I walk around in Pacific Heights and Marina area after work. Sometimes for an hour, sometimes for more than two hours. In San Francisco, the wind is always cold especially at night. Warm nights are countable. Only few nights could be too hot to sleep without a fan in a year. But I like chilly weather better anyway. I hate NY and Asian countries in summer. Hot and Humid. You would lose so much pounds in a month. So, where I was is I was walking down the bay in Marina last night, and my friend told me that if I run wildly, he didn't say "wildly" but sounds like it to me, I could be a more sophisticated woman and a more atractive person. I asked him if that is physically or abstractlly, and he said both with an example "you would be closest to what I said when you dance, I never seen it though." I was little confused by understanding what he really meant, and after walking for a while, thinking, I vaguely got it. This is my guess: he wants me to be more confident about myself and wants me to actually show it by every single move I make. Confidence is something you don't deliverately show but comes out from you naturally. I think that's what he meant and I agree with that. The next thing I gatta do is think about how I make it happen.